Sheesh.

You know, I always knew that like life would have its obstacles but like it's getting overwhelming haha. Not really, I'm fine. It's fine I'm fine everything is fine..... haha. School is going well, although I don't appreciate the homework, it's doable. I guess that's what college is all about. I started off really good at doing homework but my motivations is beginning to lack.. good think the semester is almost over! And then I get a two week break and hop right into the winter semester of school *crying*. This week was pretty good overall. I did have a date on Thursday and it was.. well. Interesting. The people were kinda socially awkward which made it hard for me to fit into it but I wasn't bothered by it much. My date was a really nice guy, I just was not interested in him the same way he was interested in me so that made things a bit difficult. He picked me up, but never opened my door. Like, never. He did open the door to the laser tag place which was nice but he opened it for everyone so I didn't exactly feel special. Plus when we went, we were waiting in line and we were in a group but like the three of them were basically all in front of me so I felt left out and wasn't really in the mood to push my way in so I just hung back for a bit. And he didn't even come stand by me! Maybe I just have high expectations but these were all red flags in my opinion. I talked to the group, but he never really individually engaged in conversation with me so I didn't really talk with just him. He did ask me a question once and I responded and we talked but then we started a game of laser tag so yet again the conversation ended. And then he took me home, didn't open my door, and didn't walk me to the door. Which, I'm not interested that way so it was somewhat nice, but if he was trying to impress me I was kinda disappointed.... He's a nice guy don't get me wrong, he just lacked some dating etiquette. I'm sure he'll find someone really great sometime but it just ain't me. My roommate's brother is roommates with my date, and we both talked to our roommates about it so she told me that she knew his end of it but wasn't going to tell me what it was. I did feel bad that I didn't talk more on the date or try harder to get to know him, it's not like I'm heartless. So I texted him and apologized for acting standoffish on the date and said that I'm really young and just looking at figuring out who I am and it's hard to date people when I don't even know myself. I told him I'd still like to be friends and he was really nice about it and I feel good about where we're at now, but I wish the whole thing didn't need to happen. I did learn a lot though which is good and we're still friends which is good. I just need to leave the past in the past now. But on other happier notes, I got to move into the basement of my apartment with my 2 favorite roommates! We get the whole second apartment to ourselves now and I'm super excited! It's gonna be such a party! Aaaaaaand I'm also very excited because I get to go home in 12 days!! Woot woot! Very pumped about that. I also made tacos for dinner last week and wow, can I just say, I think tacos are my new favorite meal! Super easy to make and so tasty even as leftovers! I already bought more ingredients to make it again haha. Tonight I'm going to make funeral potatoes for dinner which is my all time favorite so life is pretty good. This last weekend I went hiking with Sydney and Asya (the two favorite roommates) and we drove up to Mesa Falls and hiked 2 miles there with super beautiful views! The path was in the shade so only half of the snow from the last storm had melted which meant that we hiked in the squishiest mud on earth plus ice. But what's a hike without a little adventure?! We also took a picture for some guys who happened to also be BYUI students. The one guy that talked to us the most, Jacob, got my roommates number. We never though we'd see him again anyways. But guess who we saw today? JACOB!! Like what?!?! I seriously never thought I'd see him again. But low and behold, on the walk home from church these two guys pass us and ask how our day is and one turns and it's JACOB! I was trying to pick my jaw up from off of the ground and then they crossed the street. I didn't think that they recognized us, but then we were walking at the same pace, on the opposite side of the road, and we could tell that they did recognize us and we were all laughing. And now we know which apartment complex they live in hahaha. My roommates keep teasing that one of them must be meant to be my boyfriend but I think it was just a crazy coincidence. Anyways I'll post some pictures of my new apartment when it's all set up. Have a great week!