Young Women's in Excellence

So tonight was young women's in excellence. On the outside I was like yay!! But n the inside- words can't even explain how nervous I was. My mind started thinking of these dumb things like "What if I mess up? What if I'm not loud enough? What my prayer isn't good enough?" I'm so stupid. Of course I shouldn't have worried about these things as much as I did. The program started. Oh crap I thought, the program has started. I sat there worried sick. Literally. I worried myself so much I got sick to my stomach. I'm so dramatic I thought. This is my ward, if they actually love you, they'll think you'll do great. Then I thought "What if they don't love me?! Oh crap! what have I gotten myself into?!". Sometimes being a girl is way to dramatic. I got up and sang Come unto Christ with the Young Women. When we got to the last line I started to get nervouser and nervouser (even though that's not a word). And then the song was over. I stood there for a second. Frozen. I thought to myself "Well what are you waiting for stupid?! Say the prayer!!!" I said the prayer and when I ended, nobody judged me. "Wow" I though. They didn't judge me. Why do I have to worry so much. I felt a cloud of relief over take me. Literally. No I'm just kidding. ;) Sorry, that was probably so cheesy and stupid. Sorry I even said that. Anyways, I was all happy and relieved until I relized that I had to get up two more times. I then had one of those movie moments in my head. It was when the kid in the movie relizes that what they've gotten into isn't over. And they look up to the sky/camera and yell NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, the rest of my night went like that. Great I know. It was perfect. Not to mention I had one of the decans from our ward watching me. Decans make everything worse when I'm nervous. Especially when I know that the next day I'll have to see them again. But anywho, it was pretty great, I admit it. And everything else was smooth. Sorry for these random boring posts. You're probably thinking like Kip form Napoleon Dynamite right now, "Well that was a rip off." With the classic Kip voice. Below is a picture of my project display.